the way things can change

its winter again. i look outside and i'm not sure whats going on in my head but i don't think i have a lot of memories i'm to fond of from winter. but its still one of my favorite times of year. life's been changing a bit. i found out how hard wrestling is and how much time i have to dedicate to it. me and my girlfriend are accepting that we are far from perfect even though i do believe us to be perfect for each other. I've started trying a lot harder in school once again you can blame Sheryl mostly. but i just want my life to turn around. smarter in shape a better friend to people i care about and a better guy for Sheryl. i used to feel like a screw up all the time. i think its about time i started taking the steps i need to take to change that. so i'm starting with school Sheryl wrestling and my parents. over all though i cant complain about life i truly have everything i need to be happy and so much more if i can just learn to be content with it. there is no depth or real reason i'm writing this i actually used names and im sorry but i just feel like saying whats been on my mind. if your reading this have a nice night and or day :)