passions and desires

I cant even figure out where to begin with what I'm thinking. Some people let there Passions and Desires run their lives. I am one of them if I want something I go after it with my whole heart. What do we do when our desires lead us away from what we want. When we suddenly find ourselves in a morally gray area we get all confused and don't know what to do. Our first response is to tell a friend or someone close to us what happened but some people don't work like that some people don't feel comfortable telling people what they do say or think. So what do you do when you don't let people know whats on your heart or mind (depending on what you believe). If your reading this and want to know the answer I am sorry but i can't give it. The things that drive me to live are bringing me down. The things i want stay in my brain. When i have everything i need why do i need more. Letting your emotions run your life isn't a bad thing but just be careful what you wish for and always keep yourself in check.

obsticals

Life loves to give us emotional rollercoasters that we will have to face on a day to day basis. Today was a little bit extreem in my eyes though. I spent all day with my Girlfriend today shes amazing to me in every way we were having an awesome time just hanging out at the mall. we did everything from shopping in all the stores, to eating, to crazy hurricane machines. we got bored and decided to see a movie until her aunt showed up. Harmless right? Yeahhhhh that's what we thought to. well to cut the story short, she now cant see me for maybe weeks untill school starts, and even then it will just be at school. I'm still trying to convince her she is the one thing that makes sensce to me in my life and that i'll wait for her as long as it takes but oh well i guess we'll see how that goes. All the trials and tribulations life gives us will mold our character. As hard as it seems there is nothing we can't handle. I believe that as much as i believe the sky is blue,and this of all things i will wait out patiently and in the end I think the wait will prove worth it.

can you make sence of the madness?

Everyone in this world has problems and we all worry about them. i am included in this. Simply put we all worry to much some more than others. This causes severe mental trauma leading to us needing, Counselors, Psychiatrist,s People to confide in, and All other sorts of mental masturbation. Worrying about all of our problems makes us so focused on how bad things are we make them worse. The stress and the worry become a problem all to them selves. In our attempts to feel better we make it worse. I am so guilty of this, I  over think everything I do, I worry, I stress, and I focus on it for hours if not days. I think what can make the difference between madness and happiness is someone to confide in, some one to let in. Once we can share our problems with each other we find our selves more open and more care free. We form bonds of friendship and sometimes more. we really need people there to confide in and to keep us accountable, Someone there for when we fall short of our own standards to both comfort and to scold us (depending on the need). Can you make sense of the madness that is your worry, That is your stress? No. can you make it easier on yourself? Yes. Share with a friend or a loved one see how good it feels to know your not the only one who feels. Food for thought goodnight ;)